Elliemae1960

You said it would not hurt, as you advanced; Yet nothing but pain was inflicted, your Secretive smirk left me lost in a trance, I was young and vulnerable, unsure. You told me to trust you, though I did not Your words sliced through my soul; you took control Of my mind, you left me with not one shot To sew back together this gaping hole. You took from me, my pride, my innocence So you could receive what I did not want To give you; You struck, as though with vengeance, Though I had not wronged you; I fear you'll haunt My dreams forever, release from my mind Never, you poisoned this victim; left blind.

Broken, shattered, torn into pieces Caught in a world where everyday life ceases Depression, cutting, bleeding my heart Everything I loved is all falling apart Everyday life feels more like a chore There's not a whole lot I can do anymore I don't expect you to understand the pain although, if you did, I wouldn't have to explain One cannot say "no pain no gain" For emotional pain is hard to maintain It cuts deeper than the deepest cut Imagine a wound that would never shut You bleed and bleed but you put on a smile thinking if you do, the pain would go away for a while But at night is when it all comes back everything you trie